Success

How do you define success?  Google says: The accomplishment of an aim or purpose

I've been lifting for over 15 years.  Two and a half years ago I did a Natural Bodybuilding show, then a Powerlifting meet a few months later.  Since that time, I've trained and ran 5k and 1/2 marathon races.  I feel I'm at the crossroads now and need to decide which way to go next.

Option 1: Natural Bodybuilding Competition
Option 2: Train for strength and speed and eat a Paleo diet

I've read Robb Wolf and Mark Sisson on the Paleo diet and believe it's healthy and supportive to strength and speed goals.  However, wouldn't work for competitive bodybuilding unless I just ate tons of sweet potatoes.

I've been struggling lately with what's important in life and how I want to invest my time and energy.  Option 2 certainly allows much flexibility and energy for family, work, community involvement.

I'm a driven Type A person...I had a girl screw me over good in my early 20's - since this, I've been on a tear accomplishing things and success has come in everything.  I have a great job, awesome family, and great health.

So what's left?  I've wanted to race a full Ironman triathlon for years and I set out 3 years ago (almost to the day) to turn professional in Natural Bodybuilding.  I feel I have nothing to prove to anyone, including myself.  I just always like to chase something and put another notch on my belt.